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It hurts on the inside..outside it a lie

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 12:23 PM
Crazy's Journal!

I've been feeling a little depressed lately, not sure the reason why. I wont rant on in an emo-teenager way, because I know thoes journals get old. Just thought you guys would like to know.

ANyway, im trying my best with these fanfictions but I am frikin STUCK in my own head, please forgive me.
Pictures..I have loads of linearts but no will to color them...

and thats kinda it right now. Ill sit here, smile, and I know everything is going to be ok ^^

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  • Listening to: S.A.G.A, Rika's theme
  • Reading: meh, need to get Higurashi manga
  • Playing: sims 3
  • Eating: ice
  • Drinking: tea

random questions

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 8, 2009, 3:15 PM
Crazy's Journal!

hey~ random question thing!

. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
on my eyebrow, someone shoved me out of my highchair when I was little

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
- Oh so much crap, Japanese poster, starry night replica, a giant snowy owl, HOPEFULLY may Kaiba posters, soul eater poster, and Vampire knight posters soon -.-

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
-Ive been told I have talked in my sleep....something along the lines of "Yes, Kaiba, harder" was said...I choose to sleep alone now.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
- jPop, R&B, Hip-hop, and a viraety of different things that are not Taylor Swift, Hannah Montanna, or classical

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
- 2 am

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
-Wellll, I would enjoy a boyfriend...I really would

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
- *sighs* My friends I had my freshman year...everything was so much nicer and less stressful

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
- My class ring

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
- 5 foot 7 inches

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
- Well, only if there's an oder in the place where I am smooshed into...if there's no oder or it smells nice, im ok with that.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
- I love the darkness

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
- I forget

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
- Failing in a class...or getting a C+ in a class

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- Hair: brown Eye: bright blue

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
- I won't propose. My boy boy though, I want to be under a cherry blossom tree.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
- Iced Coffee

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
- mushroom

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
- some tenpura sushi

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
- Baby Blue

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
- I dont think so

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
- I haven't really gotten any gifts and said "this is a symbol of blah blah"

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
- I think I do.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
- Nope, damn it.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
- I dont really have one

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
- 69

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
- Brunettes...we're just better

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
- I'd say "screw the rules I have money" but since that has been murdered I would have to say "FML"

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
- My room, quiet, and peaceful.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
- I will soon

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
- Emotionally, I am very sensitive in many ways

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
- Well, over the phone I had a disscussion with LittleKuriboh

37. FIRST JOB?
- probaly work at a department store one day

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
- Yesh -w-

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
- Yeah

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
- Debating to either draw or write a fanfic

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
- Nope

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
- Drawing ablility and poetry....both I laugh at

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
- Nope

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
- Next year? Manga Studio...

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
- 2
Noah Nicholas (insert last name)
Sakura Nicole (insert last name)

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- I dunno

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- Oh my god -_- hair..the armpits, the chest, the leg, the arms...eww

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
- I get to take the classes I want! (so im not shoved in a room full of dumb fucks)

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
- Herbal Essence

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- It must die.. both english and japanese

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
- Turkey Turkey Turkey

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
- I guess i tend to be mean to people a lot...which is true, because they hate me so I hate them more. people call it a habit, I call it life. I also bite my lip a lot.

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
- in many ways, yes

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- HELL NO

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
- I don't have any -_-

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
- to me, only slightly. The world's perspective however, Yes. Why do you think Jessica Kaiba looks the way she does? Face it, Kaiba would NEVER settle for less than that.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
- Through drawing, angst, singing "I hate everything about you" by 3days Grace OR going Rena/Shion like on the one who made me angry.

58.WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS.
- I need to lose it, then I would be a good, maybe lower weight for my height..maybe my breasts would be bigger. -.-''

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
- my pokemon collection

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
- 16, but I lost a lot in June

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
- I wasn't allowed to watch it

63. Do you use sarcasm?
- No way, never -.-

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
- Mashed Potatoes

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- They have to have thoes gorgeous eyes, they have to be clean and not greasy looking, taller than me, and a resonable weight..like..not OBESE...but..well..I guess I could settle for a twig..and they need a good sense of humor.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
- Crazy, Crazybout, Crazyboutcena, Crazyboutcena54, Jess.

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
- Fire manipulation

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
- Yu-gi-oooooo family guy...

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
- It's hard to explain what I can do..legaly.. Illegaly, Kill them.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
- Mint chocolate chip

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
- Yep..1..2......7..30? Oo'' lol

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
- *hits head on screen* yep, yep I do,

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
- wasting my life

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
- Japan or Washington...

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
- It would be cool.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
- Seto Kaiba's Hacking Theme from the 4Kids YGO unreleased album...because it's the theme that says "Yeah, im rich, sleep with me."

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
- Peace Iced tea

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- :iconazurahiganoshi:

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- Hair

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
- Draw draw draw draw, and have a Vampire Knight OC rp

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
- Yaoi/Yuri.

82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
- The early days of Fall and the early days of Winter

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
- Chocolate.....

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
- I think :iconcartinia: and :iconazurahiganoshi: are the closest to best friends as Ill ever have

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
- Brown with natural blonde highlights

86. EYE COLOR?
Brown, kinda greenish brown because of the blue.

87. SHOE SIZE?
- 9 womens

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
- Subway

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
- Ichiban

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
- More than I love any of my anime fandoms

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
- Nope.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
- Christmas Eve, everyone is happy..and X-mas day you're like "..well..this is nice" X-mas is pretty much at its peak from the end of thanksgiving to X-mas eve.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
- Nope

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
- Republican, very republican.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
- Kisses..chu~

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
- Relationships....1 night stands leads to STD's...thoes dont look fun

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
- YGO volume 5 and a pencil case with owls on it

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
- Im smarter than that, I have a future.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- I dont read actual books -.- just manga...and as of now, nothing currently.

Random Fact #100
- I yell at Vampire Knight Manga.....seriously..I do

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  • Eating: ice
  • Drinking: tea

sunday sunday sunday

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 1, 2009, 4:54 PM
Crazy's Journal!

Could this sunday be a little less productive? Seriously, I slept ALL day! God Im lazy..

what I have done is posted the 2nd chap of my higurashi fanfic on fanfiction.net, I began coloring this 11''X 14'' pic of Shion in her AngelMort costume, anddddddd....thats kinda it. now I have the hiccups.

I am now offering comissions, but if you want one please send me a note so we can work things out. I do photoshop and colored pencils. If you want high quality, ask for higurashi....ive learned that it's my best. If u dont want one, then dont ask.

anto thanksgiving...


btw for thoes who are awaiting my YGO fanfic...just stay calm, I realized that it's been FOREVER since I updated...Ill work on it, I swear, I know u guys don't want crack.

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Halloween

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 30, 2009, 7:16 PM
Crazy's Journal!

Happy Halloween guys ^^ Ill be posting my art up soon, once I get some sleep. Hopefully, Ill have the time to finish my Rika costume and post a few pics Sunday. >w< so excited~

have a good one..

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  • Drinking: water

Happy Birthday Kaiba

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 24, 2009, 8:08 PM
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HAPPY B-DAY KAIBA!!!!


yeah..Im awesome..

that marks 3 years of Kaiba fangirl-ness..

yay me

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